as long as the Lord lets me (new song)/ Nov 26, 2025 / (Music)
YouTube
SoundCloud
NewGrounds
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I was thinking of the end and realized that I wasn't scared (not like i use to be).
written by me (vocals + guitar by me)
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I never bothered (new song)/ Nov 25, 2025 / (Music)
YouTube
SoundCloud
NewGrounds
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a song about ___________.
im sorry.
(also amy was in the right).
written by me (guitar + vocals by me)
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amy (new song)/ Nov 24, 2025 / (Music)
YouTube
SoundCloud
NewGrounds
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why??????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????
written by me (guitar + vocals by me)
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Im bad at everything and the world rejects me (a memory)/ Nov 24,2025 / (LIFE)
she didnt want to be with me. she said ew.
fine. i understand that she found me repulsive.
why do i have to go through this?
i asked out many girls and they all said no! WHY? WHY? WHY?
im going to write some songs. (well more songs)
I HATE MY JOB / Nov 24,2025 / (LIFE)
I HATE MY JOB!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I HATE MY JOB I HATE MYT JOB I HATE MYTJOB IHATEMYJOB!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
why do i have to go to work! i just want to stay at home and write music all day. the world is not fair. WHHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
2025 (New Song!) / Nov 21, 2025 / (music)
YouTube
SoundCloud
NewGrounds
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A song dedicated to this year.
Made in FL STUDIO by me
(Vocals also by me)
(artwork also by me)
CREATIVE COMMONS - you can use just please credit.
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HyperSonder (New Song!) / Nov 20, 2025 / (music)
https://www.newgrounds.com/audio/listen/1491862
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it's an electronic dance song meant to be heard in cyberspace.
Made in FL Studio
-Instruments-
(3) Plucked!, BassDrum, (2nd Bass Drum), Fruit Kick, Drumpad, Speed Chase
-Mixer-
Fruity Stereo Shaper, Fruity Reverb 2, Hyper Chorus, Fruity Blood Overdrive, 3x OSC.
CREATIVE COMMONS - you can use just please credit.
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dream collapse / Nov 19, 2025 / (dreamcollapse)
dream collapse is a rejection of the slopnet. The internet devoid of life and soul. It means embracing the livingnet where humans still reside and create. It is art created as a rejection of slop. it is making the world a more alive place. those who believe in dream collapse are called collapsers.
dreamcollapse.com
YouTube Channel
a dream collapse song
I HATE AI SLOP!!! / Nov 17, 2025 / (LIFE)
I hate it with all my soul. As a human who does not hate humanity i am obligated to hate it. It only exist beause it steals from people who actually cared about anything and made stuff. I hate the borg. No matter how many ai trash is forced into everything i will still hate it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i'm not against machine learning based moderation tools or disease fighting tools (that's fine). I'm against the slopmakers and the trashslop that they create.
This is a great video on the topic by LavenderTowne - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DTqlSunIolI
i dream of a future world / Nov 8, 2025 / (MUSIC)
A new music track i made!
Pls feel free to use for your own projects just give me credit. THX!
I made this track in FL STUDIO using the chords Csus2, Csus4, C(maj), Cmaj9, Cadd9 and Dm9. I then layered them on top of each other and added reverb. I hope you enjoy it!
Also i used Fruity Reverb 2 for the reverb and Gill Bass 2 for the chords.
Regular Web Log / Nov 7, 2025 / (BLOG)
I'm currently thinking a lot about frutiger aero. The world would be better if it looked/ was more like that. It's so much more alive than modern bland styles. It looks so cool and the optimism that's at its core is so inspiring.
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~ f r u t i g e r ~ a e r o ~~ a ~ h o p e f u l ~ v i s i o n ~ o f ~ a ~ d r e a m e d ~ o f ~ f u t u r e ~
~ s o m e ~ ( m e ) ~ a r e ~ s t i l l ~ h o p e f u l ~ t h a t ~ i t ~ w i l l ~ e x i s t ~
~ s o m e ~ s a y ~ i t ~ w i l l ~
a rant against slop (i already blogged about this on newgrounds but i feel like writing here too so i will!) / Nov 7, 2025 / (WEB)
slop is a plague on humanity! i hate red arrows in youtube thumnbails! why is every youtuber shouting at me? why is basically every video essay a prententious overly long piece of trash. Newgrounds, Neocities and Spacehey are all oasis's from the slopnet. IM REALLY GRATEFUL THAT THEY EXIST. i wish every title with "blank sitiuation is crazy" in it was deleted from the internet! the word content symbolizes the death of creativity, life and humanity itself. It removes all passion and soul from a creation. CONTENT = TOTAL MISANTHROPY.
A blossoming cherry tree/ Nov 5, 2025 / (DRAWING)
I JUST SET UP MY AVATAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! / Nov 4, 2025 / (VRC)
AHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! this is so exciting! i finally have an avatar that I made! that's such a cool feeling. im just really happy right now!
i want to go home / Nov 4, 2025 / (VRC)
i miss the smell of carpet.
(Photos taken in T.U.B.E.S by Mr Mycelium)
Frutiger Aero Scribble / Nov 1, 2025 / (LIFE)
Liminal November / Nov 1, 2025 / (LIFE)
i hate the word content with a burning passion. i hope it has a very unpleasant day.
A liminal trip through VRChat / Oct 31, 2025 / (VRC)
These are some pictures I've taken in my travels through the world of VRC.
The music is by me. (The track is called liminal).
Travel Log (in order of appearance)
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Seclusion - Ramiz
Northbury Neighborhood - Splerd
Liminal Alchove - SableWulf828
Among The Stars - DASPRiD
Windows XP - usercat
Northbury Neighborhood (again) - Splerd
Retro Roller Rink - Merkin
Project T.U.B.E.S - Mr Mycelium
hallway - yadex205
place to eat cereal - rosefall
Happy Halloween! / Oct 31, 2025 / (HALLOWEEN)
YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!! it's halloween!!!!!!!!!!! i hope everyone has a great and treatful day!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
FRUTIGER AERO LANDSCAPE by itzspecky / Oct 26, 2025 / (VRC)
This is honestly one of the coolest looking worlds in vrchat. It's a 3D frutiger aero experience, just take a look. world name is Frutiger Aero Landscape.
The Dead Internet / Oct 26, 2025 / (WEB)
So much of the modern web is just slop trash that's interacted with by bots and made by bots. The internet has generally gotten worse since 2015. The dead internet is not a theory, it's a reality. But I still have hope that one day the alive internet will rise again.
Super VR Ball is really fun / Oct 23, 2025 / (VRC)
It's just super monkey ball in vrchat and that's why it's good. would recommend to anyone who likes that type of gameplay.
NTTT is a mess / Oct 23, 2025 / (VRC)
Why does the world always have to break every single time?
Weezer / Oct 23, 2025 / (WEEZER)
Weezer
Vazlight.com / Oct 23, 2025 / (WEB)
Vazlight.com is now up and running! Vazlight.neocities.org will redirect here!
No Time to Talk / Oct 19, 2025 / (VRC)
No Time to Talk (NTTT) is cool I just wish people didn't you the same joke for the thousandth time. I wish the smoke detector joke a very bad day.
A list of Cool Worlds to explore / Oct 18,2025 / (VRC)
- Magic Freeze Tag - Freeze Tag in VRC.
- Frutiger Aero Landscape - Relaxing world that looks cool.
- The Hunt: Remastered - Zombie fighting game.
- Super VR Ball - Super Monkey Ball in VRC.
- Weezer Cube - It's Weezer.
VRChat as a new user / Oct 18,2025 / (VRC)
VRChat is a very unwelcoming platform for new players. I say that from personal experience. When I first started playing i joined the most popular public lobbies in worlds like Black Cat, Optimized Cube and McDonalds and they were all terrible. The most obvious problem was the performance. I had no idea VRC was going to be so taxing on my computer but it was basically running at 5 fps. After i turned down the graphics I stil had to deal with a crasher! I had no idea what had happened and i had to boot the game up again. After getting back on and joining a black cat lobby I heard a bunch of screaming, arguing and music blasting. It was terrible. Overall VRC day 1 was a 0/10 experience, did not enjoy.